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27 July 2009 @ 10:24 pm
For the wonderful peeps msging me asking why I never update my journal...
the answer is...
I don't.

You can find updates on my crochet over @ totallee.net, or follow me on twitter (poprocker85) - I tend to post progress pics every couple of days -_^
Ou! And over at Ravelry i'm 'totallee' XD
Much love!
Current Mood: touchedtouched
Current Music: 'Teenage Dirtbag' Wheatus
20 October 2008 @ 02:18 am

Warmth rushed through to her busy fingertips as they pawed their way through the black shiny vinyl. Each glinting in the dim lamp light before falling victim to the next. Her chest rising and falling, keeping in time with her self synchronized rhythm. Gaining momentum due to her overflowing excitement and her craving desire to work her way through every record in the shop. Although it wasn’t a shop. Not to her.

It was a haven. An escape. A treasure trove obscured, tucked and hidden away in a forgotten backstreet of wintry London.

Rugged up against the bitter winds blowing in from the north, she had forged her way through the sprinkling sleet, before noticing the soft glimmering glow of a fogged up window down a rubbish strewn alley. Like a beacon on a dark and lonely sea, it called to her. Slowly she had made her way around the corner, absentmindedly shaking away the shredded dregs of a newspaper that had blown against her leg. Kneeling upon a discarded dustbin lid, she had gently spun herself a peephole against the frosty glass, leaning in to gaze upon the secrets within.


As though in a dream, slowly she had made her way down the icy steps and without effort or instruction or second thoughts, her open hand leant against the heavy oak door.


Lamps softly shimmered from the tops of winding towers of dusty books, eliciting a golden glow, bathing the room in dreamy comfort. A man of no more that thirty with a friendly smile and twinkling eyes read quietly in an armchair, tucked between open boxes of vinyl by the back wall. Quietly and unobtrusively his hand turned yet another page, as his feet softly tapped the floorboards. Although spoken words were absent, the air held no discomfort nor feelings of misplacement.


Lyrics circled the room…

“Fly…high…….be my getaway……gotta get away”

Unaware of their surroundings, her hips swayed.


Hours had quietly passed by.

Lost in melody and freedom, she twirled. Clutching discovered treasures to her chest, smiling, as she slowed to a stop, hair falling across her face, reawakening her.


Producing her purse she was met with a wave of his hand. Gratitude bursting through her smile.

“Can I come back tomorrow?” She asked softly, not wanting to disturb the gentle beauty of the atmosphere.

The man nodded his head, the corner’s of his soft lips rising ever so slightly as his eyes met hers in a smile of gratitude and joy, cementing friendship.

Feeling as light as a feather she twirled once more. Taking in every golden detail of her new found sanctuary. Gently she stepped over the threshold, nuzzling her face in amongst the folds of her scarf before stepping out into the night.


The door fell closed.

Hidden beyond the golden glows reaches, he had stood since she entered.

Like a dream she had swept his mind of all thought. Like a trance, love had shimmered around her.

In awe he had watched her. Her silhouette swaying to the softly swirling sounds. Her hips like a pendulum, hypnotising his mind.

In a world now seemingly surreal, he watched her go.


In a hazy daze he farewelled his firm friend, nestling his chin under the collar of his jacket before stepping out into the icy January winds.

Blistering gusts challenged him, threatening to seep through, desperate to strip him of warmth as he rounded the corner.

It passed him by. He was untouchable. Unreachable by the cold icy intentions of the circling winds.

Suspended in thoughts of her, he stopped and stared at the deep skies above.

Love bursting into life. Levitating though frozen in time, he smiled as he watched her twirl through the stars of his mind and into his heart.

*Lyrics/Title/Inspiration from "Getaway" Stereophonics*

by Lee. 2:15am. Night world xox
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: "Getaway" Stereophonics
19 October 2008 @ 08:03 pm
Hello iTunes.

Turn iTunes/Media Player on Shuffle
Your face:: 'Open Your Eyes' Fighstar
Your body:: 'Falling Down' Oasis
Your personality:: 'I Want You Back' Bananarama
What impression you leave on people:: ''Turn Off The Light' Nelly Furtado
How you dance:: 'Resurrection Shuffle' Ashton, Gardner & Dyke
Your dancing song:: 'We Go Together' Grease Soundtrack
How you sing:: 'I hope I Never' Split Enz
Your singing song:: 'Push' Matchbox 20
How you treat people:: 'Jump' Lee Ryan
How people treat you:: 'Non-Toxic' SR-71
Your best friend:: 'London Bridge' Fergie
Your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend:: Love Actually Theme
How you act around new people:: 'You Can Do It' Ice Cube
Someone you strongly dislike:: 'Suicide Girl' Eskimoo Joe
How you feel about them:: 'All My Life' K-Ci & JoJo
How they feel about you:: 'Ego (Is Not A Dirty Word)' Skyhooks
If you caught your boy/girlfriend cheating:: 'Hand in Hand' Hanson
If your crush got together with someone else:: 'Stop Calling Me' Shakaya
Their personality:: 'Feel Good Time' Pink
Their face:: 'Bring It On Back' JET
Their body:: 'White Noise' The Living End
Your future job:: 'Seen It All' Towers Of London
Where you want to live:: 'The Avenue' The Living End
Current Thoughts:: 'Dirty Little Secret' All American Rejects
Fears:: 'Burning Down The House' Tom Jones & The Cardigans
Miss someone:: 'The Last Farewell' Roger Whitaker
See a friend you haven't seen in a while:: 'Luxury' Matt Willis
Dancing in the rain:: 'Next Best Superstar' Melanie C
Bad Day:: 'Change' Dean Geyer
Amazing Day:: 'Ray Of Light' Madonna
First day of school:: 'Into Paper Walls' Russell Morris
Last day of Highschool:: 'Lady Hear Me Tonight' Modjo
Repost with a lyric of ___ as the subject:: 'Show Me The Way To Amarillo' Tony Christie

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Current Mood: dorkydorky
Current Music: Jon Richardson BBC 6 Music
03 October 2008 @ 09:11 pm
Current Mood: highhigh
Behold... My Future
  I will marry Joe Dempsie.  
  After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Charnwood in our fabulous Apartment.  
  We will have 4 kid(s) together.  
  Our family will zoom around in a Blue Mimi.
  I will spend my days as a Dinner Owner, and live happily ever after.  
whats your future
27 April 2008 @ 03:24 pm

Your DJ Name Is:

DJ Screamin' Skittles

You Are Punk Music

You've thought long and hard about what mainstream society has to offer...

And you've pretty much decided that most normal things aren't for you.

You're creative, expressive, and likely to do things yourself.

You are a rebel and a fighter. You'll defend your point of view to anyone.

You Are A Pistachio Ice Cream Girl

Funky. Surprising. Wild.

You Are 8% Obsessive

You're less prone to obsessive thoughts than the rest of the world...

While you do get hung up from time to time, you're excellent at clearing your mind.

You Are 66% Independent

You've cultivated your own indepedent interests and personal style.

But you're open minded enough to also embrace anything trendy that strikes you.

You Are a Strawberry Jelly Bean

You love yourself for who you are, critics be damned! You know you don't have to take risks to make life more interesting. It's good enough as is.

Current Mood: goodgood
22 April 2008 @ 12:17 pm

The Monster has been unleashed.... she's gone out and got herself a camcorder...
Oh the possibilities...


P.S. voice is due to the fact that i'd only just woken up :P Like a friggin kid at xmas I wanted to try it out ^_^
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
18 April 2008 @ 01:27 pm
Current Mood: jealousjealous
18 February 2008 @ 11:11 pm
Currently importing trax onto my ipod, sitting here waiting, freezing, bopping along to said tunes, starting to get a bit tedious so thought i'd do some random brain spillage-ing on good 'ol LJ!

So in about 40mins the clock will tick over to a new day... which brings official countdowns to...

Backstreet Boys = 3 Days

Jeezuz mother of cheese...
My brain serisouly statrs short circuiting if I think about it too much...
as you can see viz the appauling spelling...
Ahhhh man...
Right now I can only think of 2 other times where i've felt THIS excited..

Hanson gig 2005 when the lights went down for the boys to come on stage...that feeling was just out of this word
@ Angels and Airwaves gig when Tom started singing one of my top 3 songs of all time "I Miss You"... I swear that was the biggest rush of my life... to hear that song acoustically...Dear god...
Who the frig needs drugs when a man such as Tom Delonge exists..
Oh christ, Charlie just came on 'when the day turns into night'...
Man I miss Busted...

This bloody ipod can fit 25,000 songs... man i'm gonna score a place inthe guiness book of records for the flatest arse...
The scary thing is, i've uploaded 640 songs so far - baring in mind i'm only uploading absolute faves..
the scary thing is I know all the lyrics to these songs...
Half the time I can't remember my phone number..
Yet if u wanna know the words to some random hit from the 90's, im your woman...
The brain is a fascinating instrument eh?!

Oh boy, it's just gone midnight... 4 days till mcfly folks... Freaking heck...
& 3 days till BSB...

I just went to the ticketek site to check on ticket sales and they've got a lil blurb up talking about the show, saying that they'll be doing 'all your faves', which include..

- Everybody (backstreets back)
-As Love as you love me
-all i have to give
- etc...

So it's NOT gonna be JUST the new shiz!! I am hanging out for Quit playing games so much!! I hope to god they do it ^_^

anywayz my eyelids are losing the battle- time to sign off...

Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: random ipod shuffling
07 February 2008 @ 08:18 pm


## Totallee.net blog post
## Next podcast up 2morrow
## I'm going SPAZZ about MCFLY

Peace out homies
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: "She's So Lovely" Scouting For Girls